Change of Plans

So bad news keeps coming my way... yes, it may be a bit silly but its pretty frustrating when all the bad news are coming all at one time. Despite all the negative vibes I am getting, I am trying to look at the brighter side of it all. Yes my trip partner has cancelled on me, but I made a decision and I am keeping my east coast trip and going by myself. I think I can do it. It's been awhile since I've seen my family at Virginia and it would be great to see how everyone is...

So its set.

Let's hope things get better, not just for me, but for everyone else... feedback coming up.

I Wish Tonight was Tuesday Night...

Despite my Wednesday night not being as exciting as my Tuesday night, I do enjoy a nice quiet evening by myself watching a sweet movie that makes you feel that there is hope for greater things in life than you can imagine, a classic book that makes your mind wonder and allowing you to pretend to be the characters in the book and a short sessions of guitar practice, which can make you feel like a rock star for moment. Well, that definitely sums up what I do most of my nights to say the least, but I must say, I truly enjoy it.
I do have my random nights filled with some treats... and last night in particular was definitely one of those nights. I got to watch one of my favorite local bands perform last night at Molly Malone's Irish Pub in LA. Bruno Mars... what can I say... I love music & Bruno Mars is music to my ears. Never leaving their fans disappointed, they rocked the house last night, & I can't seem to get enough of them. A sweet mixture of R&B, alternative & a little bit of Reggae... What else can you ask for. With a voice like Bruno Mars, you are only left wanting more.
Bruno Mars, a Half Filipino-Half Black... absolutely talented musician. I am utterly shocked that him and his band isn't as big as they should be, but I'm so sure, only in time, I won't be surprised. I have to say, I am so glad I am getting into bands and actually going out and watching them. I can't wait for the next performance... so far, the bands I've chosen to watch are extremely awesome!

Next Performance: Blackcowboys @ Molly Malones, Friday February 27, 2009 @ 10 pm

Ash Wednesday... Went South...

Ash Wednesday, first day of lent... let the fasting begin. I was able to squeeze in church this afternoon to receive the ashes that represent "Ash Wednesday." From what I learned from the priest's homily today was that, ashes represent us when we pass away... we eventually will become ashes..."Remember (O man) that you are dust, and to dust you shall return." It really felt good going to church... it made me realize how refresh I feel every time i step out from Church. Although, other then starting Lent fresh, unfortunately the day fell through the cracks.

A few disappointments came crashing my way and one of those involved my east coast trip. My trip buddy cancelled on me less than 2 hours ago, so that leaves me no choice but to cancel. I'm having mixed emotions from disappointments, sad, angry, stressed and somewhat not surprised. To be honest, I felt like my trip was just too good to be true to follow through. I just want to set goals & follow through them. There are so many things in life I want to do, accomplish and experience... & being one step closer to one of those moments felt so great... but now I am three steps further from it.

A part of me just wants to get up and go.. with or without company, but financially, I'm just not ready to do that. I really hope, one day I will get to prove myself that I have it in me to be that adventurous, at this point, only time will tell... But at this point & I am disappointed to say, round two isn't going to happen for me.

Day before Lent

So today I start my first blog in here, thanks to Weng... It's the day before lent and I am really trying hard to be strong this lent and stick with what I tend to sacrifice. I finally narrowed three things I want to give up and they are: Chocolate (Candy in general), Rice & Shopping. I believe all of them will be quite a challenge because for starters, I have a sweet tooth, second, I'm Filipino... Rice is like water (lol) & third, what's a girl to do if she can't SHOP!!! Yikes. The fasting begins and we will see how dedicated I will be. To add on, I also sacrifice "laziness," (lol) in other words, I have to stay productive, active and busy. I plan to start my training for the mud run simultaneously. It will be a great push!

This year, I feel really different about myself. I feel more control, focus and confident. I can honestly say that I think I can do this. Yes the choices I made doesn't sound extreme, but to give up things that are pretty second hand is going to be a challenge. I have yet to prove self control and follow through on my goals. I think this is the main goal for Lent. I will keep you posted on how I am doing. I only hope for support and encouragement.

Okay... in other news, I finally spoke to my bff again. Its been awhile since I had a conversation with her. I'm glad she is doing good and is focused as ever. I'm extremely proud of her. I cannot wait to visit her at April/May. Something I look forward to.

I'm going to keep my first blog simple, although it doesn't mean there aren't anything bothering me in my life, nor in my head. But I do know, there are some things that are worth being stressed out about and some that aren't even worth even worrying about...

In case you don't know, I decided to have a book list from now on.. and I am starting to read the classics. I think it's important to read those books that have made history or help influences a reader's mind. I can learn a thing or two. But just a quick update, I am currently reading "The Cather in the Rye" by J.D. Salinger and so far its entertaining. I will post an update on it.