Mood: Relieved
Listening: "Too Far Gone" by Sam Bradley
Watching: "Dominck Dunes"
Where: Room
So as most of "my" readers here know what's been going on with me lately... Its been such a roller coaster ride with me now a day especially with all the symptoms I've been having. Its been taking a toll on me but I've manage to accept how I should and will be feeling for the next couple months.
I know I've been quite secretive about my personal issues, I mean why blog about it if I don't even state the facts? But no, it feels good to be able to write about my feelings on it even though I don't clearly state my conditions.
So what's the hardest part about it all? Well besides accepting my fate and my future, right now, the hardest part was breaking the news to those who matter the most to me. Besides my family being the only opinions that really matter to me, I found it hard telling my best friend Ted. Sigh. It was so hard. But! I did it and I feel relief but I know he is disappointed the same time. I really don't know how to feel about his reaction but I know give it a few days, things will be normal like nothing new ever happen. I really can't blame him for how he reacted or anyone in that matter. But there's one thing I know and that's having GREAT family and friends around. I'm so blessed to be surrounded by warm hearted people and very supportive in that matter.
Despite the situation I'm in, I know I will have people that will support me and that will be there for me no matter what and until the end of this. I'm just glad almost everyone that is important to me knows my situation, well almost everyone. I still have a few more people to inform but I know the hardest ones are over. I'm glad.
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