Happy One Month Bubba...

Today my son officially turns one month and this is a huge deal. I mean, I cannot believe how quick the time flew by. Soon my son will be crawling, walking and talking... Oh boy, I better cherish these moments as much as I can. So for Nathan's first month agenda included a doctors appointment and surprisingly a lot of sleep for the both of us. I don't want to jinks it but I'm glad he is sleeping longer now a day. Its great for me. :)

So he got his second shot and I was heartbroken just watching him get it, although, he was great. He cried for a second and then he was back to normal, like nothing happened, just like his mommy. I too got a shot, my H1N1 shot and I'm actually really glad I did. I've been meaning to get it, but I still need to get my flu shot, for my son's sake, a highly recommendation from the doc. I really hope my shot has no side effects because I need all the energy I can get. I am feeling a little bit more fatigue then usual but I just need to stay positive and keep healthy as much as possible.

Well, keep on a look out for my son's One Month Baby Pics... it is coming your way. I have so much picture projects to do in such a short time. So as soon as I complete it, check out my gallery.

Good night world.

My First Entry as Momma

It is December 9, 2009 and Nathan, my son, will be one month tomorrow. After numerously feeding him and trying to get him to sleep, I finally succeeded for a few hours, well for two hours my guess. I should be sleeping as he sleeps because that's the only time I can, but I wanted to share to the world a glimpse of how life as a mom, in my perspective is...

Well let's be frank, being a mom let alone is a tough job, but as a first time mom and a single parent it really doesn't make it any easier. I can either look at it two ways, think of the negative things my son might miss out on as a single parent or think positive with confidence and know my son will get more then with or without both parents around.

My son is the most important thing and person in my life and I wouldn't have it any other way. Even as a single parent, I would not change my status for anything. I am a strong believer of the saying "things happen for a reason," and I do be believe its suppose to be the it is. I can only hope and trust in my faith that everything will be just fine, but I have a strong feeling it will be. I'm not worried at all.

Every time I see my son's face, every time he smiles for a quick second, my day brightens up like no other. I was fortunate enough to experience love at first sight and I am so grateful for it all.

It's been almost a month as a mommy and watching my son grow so quick is life changing. He has already changed drastically and I cannot wait to see how much progress will be coming our way.

It's been almost a month

It's 5:26 in the morning and I just finished feeding my son. I know my blog title states "It's been almost a month" but from the obvious, it's been about eight months since my last blog. As much as I wanted to update my life in a daily basis, I had a huge change in my life that was hard to state publicly. Since its already known to everyone, it was the fact that I was pregnant.

Long story short, my pregnancy was really discrete and only a few knew about it. It was a huge change in my life but in all honesty, I have no regrets. I accepted everything, as well as the consequences that came with it, but it wasn't the easiest thing. But overall, the outcome was a true blessing and I wouldn't change a thing.

My life will never be the same. I admit, being a mother will be the hardest challenge yet in my life, but seeing my son's face every single day makes it so much easier to love. My life had full of blessings, but I guarantee I have yet to see more.

November 10, 2009 at 5:38pm, my life had more meaning to it... I will always love you Nathan Jay Quilantip