It is December 9, 2009 and Nathan, my son, will be one month tomorrow. After numerously feeding him and trying to get him to sleep, I finally succeeded for a few hours, well for two hours my guess. I should be sleeping as he sleeps because that's the only time I can, but I wanted to share to the world a glimpse of how life as a mom, in my perspective is...
Well let's be frank, being a mom let alone is a tough job, but as a first time mom and a single parent it really doesn't make it any easier. I can either look at it two ways, think of the negative things my son might miss out on as a single parent or think positive with confidence and know my son will get more then with or without both parents around.
My son is the most important thing and person in my life and I wouldn't have it any other way. Even as a single parent, I would not change my status for anything. I am a strong believer of the saying "things happen for a reason," and I do be believe its suppose to be the it is. I can only hope and trust in my faith that everything will be just fine, but I have a strong feeling it will be. I'm not worried at all.
Every time I see my son's face, every time he smiles for a quick second, my day brightens up like no other. I was fortunate enough to experience love at first sight and I am so grateful for it all.
It's been almost a month as a mommy and watching my son grow so quick is life changing. He has already changed drastically and I cannot wait to see how much progress will be coming our way.
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